Some things Left Unsaid!!!!!
Sometimes so much positivity surrounds me that the thought of me losing myself disappears.
The ray of happiness and joy and laughter surrounds arounds me that I forget the eveils and bad things.
And the people who do such things are no other then my dear friends.Who changed my life.Got back the childhood in me which I thought i have lost.
But,with tyme and circumstance I feel that people who made me so high.were my life.Would ever the time come that they will change "our friendship path" and move away from me leaving me alone.Back to emptiness.
Why it is so heart V/S mind battle countines and donno know for how long the battle will be there and at the last.Who will win..............................
I never thought anyone would touch my life the way they did.The fear of separations was always there.The fear of how will I live without them.the fear of how the again broken pieces of my already broken heart will be fixed.Hope Quickfix works on the emotions too..:(
But yeah.With growing age I have to realise that people come and leave behind happy memories (dose memories have all power to bring a smile on face :)
That is enough for me to survive.Noone is here to please me.Its their life.They have all the right to move on and take decisions.And I respect their feelings.And Only difficulty is this heart that doesnt understand the logical thing...
But no complains..and no demands.All I won't is some day around the corner my memories with them will bring smile on their Face and At last,I would be contended with the feeling that What magic they did on me.I was also capable enough to do the same..Hopefully....
Some things left unsaid..................
Sometimes so much positivity surrounds me that the thought of me losing myself disappears.
The ray of happiness and joy and laughter surrounds arounds me that I forget the eveils and bad things.
And the people who do such things are no other then my dear friends.Who changed my life.Got back the childhood in me which I thought i have lost.
But,with tyme and circumstance I feel that people who made me so high.were my life.Would ever the time come that they will change "our friendship path" and move away from me leaving me alone.Back to emptiness.
Why it is so heart V/S mind battle countines and donno know for how long the battle will be there and at the last.Who will win..............................
I never thought anyone would touch my life the way they did.The fear of separations was always there.The fear of how will I live without them.the fear of how the again broken pieces of my already broken heart will be fixed.Hope Quickfix works on the emotions too..:(
But yeah.With growing age I have to realise that people come and leave behind happy memories (dose memories have all power to bring a smile on face :)
That is enough for me to survive.Noone is here to please me.Its their life.They have all the right to move on and take decisions.And I respect their feelings.And Only difficulty is this heart that doesnt understand the logical thing...
But no complains..and no demands.All I won't is some day around the corner my memories with them will bring smile on their Face and At last,I would be contended with the feeling that What magic they did on me.I was also capable enough to do the same..Hopefully....
Some things left unsaid..................
